this is so fucking accurate
"Wanna know the fucking truth? Nobody is fucking happy. Nobody has skin made from oil paint and sunlight. Nobody fucking understands this world. Fuck, nobody probably understands math as much as they claim. You’re here one day and the next you’re not. God? Religion? I’ve learned a lot more about the world by eating acid and swallowing pills. Tell me what your church has done for you? Tell me if you have holes in your mouth from speaking lies? Wanna know the fucking truth? Pity is just another word for pathetic. Drink beer and watch the sunrise from every rooftop. Take photographs naked. Take photographs kissing. Take photographs having sex. Stop making everything about sexuality. Wanna know the fucking truth? Nobody really gives a damn if you lost your virginity at fourteen or if you were the president in high school. Wanna know the fucking truth? There is no such thing as the right person. People leave. They change like ocean currents, they leave you with bruises in your calves. And you wanna know the fucking truth? You get better. You learn to love. You find God in between the cracks of a wall when you’re puking your limbs out. You wanna know the fucking truth? Go find it."
something someone should have told me when i was eighteen (via irynka)
Jesus fucking christ
Prude - a woman who won’t fuck you
Dyke - a woman who won’t fuck you because you have a penis
Slut - a woman who fucks other people and not you
Tease - a woman who won’t fuck you even though she smiled at you
Feminist - a woman who won’t fuck you because she has, like, thoughts and stuff
Bitch - a woman who treats you the same as you treat women
"I don’t think anyone understands depression, not even those who suffer from it truly understand it. And how can you understand something so powerful and so out of control? It’s like trying to understand the ocean. It can be shallow or deep, or calm one second and wild the next, it’s something that cannot be contolled just like depression. It’s exhausting, it’s mentally and physically draining, it’s one of the worst things to live with because you feel like you’re living dead. You’re just going through the motions getting through day by day not knowing what state you’ll be in tomorrow, not knowing if you’ll bother waking up in the morning. Depression takes your life away, you’re always tired, moody, and empty. So lost and alone, when you hangout with your friends you aren’t really all there and you feel as though things should be better by now but they just aren’t and some days are better than others you feel a spark of happiness but it never seems to last long before you become empty again, emotionless and dead. But remember that depression is like the ocean and the ocean is unpredictable but if you ever just sit and stare at the water its quite beautiful when it wants to be."
S.M (via writefromthemind)
the most unattractive quality to me in other people is constant belittling of what means a lot to others. being contrarian just to be contrarian. people who love to play devil’s advocate. a kind of smugness about everything. an air of being above everyone because you don’t care about anything deeply like the people you mock
My activity spikes every Wednesday because of this post
always reblog on a wednesday, that’s the rule.
Dammit its Wednesday and I would have been rethinking scrolling past this all day if I didn’t reblog
"What’s the worst thing I’ve stolen? Probably little pieces of other people’s lives. Where I’ve either wasted their time or hurt them in some way. That’s the worst thing you can steal, the time of other people. You just can’t get that back."
Chester Bennington (via aphreodite)